Well I have been busy with the family. My mind and home have felt a bit cluttered lately. I figure if I work on getting the clutter out of my house my mind wont feel so stressed.

My DH's Grandmother is having Congestive heart failure. and has been in the hospital since Thursday. She has asked the family to let her go so she isn't hooked up  to anything and is in lots of pain.

I am doing OK staying OP last night was rough because we went out to my DH uncles house and the family all was there having beverages. But I stayed OP. I still find myself afraid of the dreaded scale. I am afraid to weigh in tomorrow. I shouldn't be scarred because I am now in a size 8 misses I have dropped from a size 18W. I guess what I am most afraid of is hitting a plateau. I should be happy with my 60 pound weight loss.

My Grandson is going to be a year now the 27th of this month. I am secretly missing my not being tied down do anything I want time. I have been a 24/7 grandma to him and I am wearing down.

My daughter started the program and seriously she is driving me crazy! She wants tortilla she wants sugar. and is acting like a spoiled brat! so now I am dealing with 2 babies and on occasion 3 when My DH acts up. I want to run away by myself.

I am so tired I think thats why my mind feels cluttered.

Say a prayer for me that this black cloud lifts.

Well I gotta dash for now. I will post more later.