Yikes Yikes! My Group on the challenge boards is doing A Booty Firming Challenge and asked us all to get real by posting picts. I followed my coaches lead and I did it! Looking at the picts I see all that is wrong with me. I have to remember where I started from:

To and where I am:

I am more then Half way to where I am going. I need 36 pounds to get there.

Thanks to Medifast I am almost there.

I know  shouldn't complain but I get frustrated when I think of how I let myself go and now that I am losing my body has aged and it doesn't have that spring it used to.

Underneath my neck I see this tight nerve just kinda hanging out. Where did that come from and when did I get it. My Dh say it just a sign of my age. But I often wonder if I hadn't gained would I have that there?

I worry if I lose more weight if my skin is gonna wrinkle more is my face gonna become old looking? Right now its all good I have lost 70 pounds and I have some lose skin to try to tighten. Lord I hope and pray it tightens.

I know losing will never completely give me back the old me I just hope I can accept myself with all of my imperfections.

I know I am babbling. I just am having so many fears associated with losing and reaching my goal.

Well I will leave my fears on this blog for now and go rest my head on my pillow for the night.